Agnes
watched impatiently as the young woman screamed, her pale blue gown
stained blood and waters. Two other nurses tried to subdue her but
the girl was hysterical. Doctor McAllister held the bloody lump in
his hand and shook his head. “Stillborn” was the only word he
uttered, with a sigh.
The
young woman screamed again, sobbing and wailing for her lost infant.
For a moment Agnes felt her pain but the sympathy was fleeting, the
young woman was, after all, insane. What self respecting woman would
fornicate outside of marriage? She'd have to be mad.
“Agnes,
take Miss Brennan back to the ward please.” McAllister stated in
his most dispassionate monotone.
Agnes
nodded and grabbed the girl by the arm. “This way,” she ordered.
Miss
Brennan was having none of it and dropped to her knees. “Ma wean!”
“Your
child is dead. Now hush and come on,”
Agnes demanded, already considering the woman a burden.
She had no dignity,
no breeding, an alley cat was better behaved than this. Miss Brennan
started rolling on the ground and tearing clumps of her wild black
hair out.
Agnes
gave Doctor McAllister a glance and he nodded. He placed the dead
infant on the table next to him. Agnes could see it's tiny bloody
face but she'd seen so many that it no longer stabbed at her heart.
McAllister produced the large gleaming syringe which he used to draw
up some morphine. Agnes and the two staff nurses forced Miss Brennan
onto the ground. She writhed underneath them but they still managed
to bring forward her arm for the Doctor. McAllister stabbed in the
needle causing a yelp from Miss Brennan but a few seconds later she
began to giggle before going limp and then drifting into sleep. It
was for the best.
“Now,
if you please, Matron,” McAllister insisted. Agnes nodded and took
the girl back to ward C.
Ward
C of Rottenrow was Agnes's domain, she was the Matron there and even
the Doctors would acquiesce to her demands in that place. Agnes knew
that they all thought of her as a bitter shrew, a dried up spinster
who'd never found love. They were wrong. Agnes found love before she
was old enough to know what love was. Her love was not the sordid
animalistic lusts of women like Miss Brennan, hers was a pure
spiritual perfect love, an immaculate love. Agnes had given her
heart, her body and soul to her Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.
The
other nurses laughed at her behind her back, she knew that and she
did not care. They were no better than filthy sluts like Miss
Brennan. Many of them would end up in her care here in Ward C of
Rottenrow. She'd seen it before, far too often. They were little more
than whores who gave their purity and chastity away to the first
rogue with a cheeky smile. Many of them ended up drunks or dead but
most ended up in Lochburn, the local Magdalene Laundry. They
were fallen women, fallen like the Angel Lucifer, driven mad by their
own pride and arrogance. The Good Lord, in his mercy, may forgive
them but she could not.
Miss
Brennan was strapped to the bed, a pillow pushed behind her head to
prevent her from drowning in her own saliva. Satisfied that the
unconscious girl was now manageable, Agnes went to write up the notes
of another terminal labour. There had been a lot recently. All those
little unnamed souls flying directly off to Heaven, pure and innocent
without being sullied by the filth and deprivation of man. As she
walked away the girl asked in a slurred half-conscious whisper. “Wis
it a boy or a lassie?”
That
was a good question. McAllister had not mentioned the child's sex
which Agnes needed to know for the certificate. The one thing they
could not accuse Agnes of was being lazy and so she immediately
marched out of the ward like a furious drill sergeant, to find out.
The
delivery room was empty so she walked down the corridor listening to
the echoing metronomic rhythm of her heavy black shoes upon the
floor. She arrived at Doctor McAllister's door and knocked on it. The
door swung open slightly as she heard McAllister give an exasperated
sigh and say. “Take it to the Kings.” followed by “Come in!”
A
man she recognised as a janitor from another part of the hospital
walked out holding a bloody bundle of towels. An ugly man, his face
half covered by a large scarf, supposedly to hide bad scarring he
ended up with after the war. She barely gave him a glance as she
stepped in.
“Matron,
Miss Brennan settled now?” Mc Allister asked.
“Aye
quite settled now thank you. I came to ask what the sex of her child
was.” Agnes said.
“A
girl.” McAllister nodded, he was reading something, only half
paying attention. She tried to see what it was but couldn’t.
“It's
for the certificate, I...” Agnes said, just to say something.
“I
said it was a girl. Was there anything else?” McAllister asked. He
looked up from his book and slammed it shut, impatiently.
That
startled her. “No, Doctor McAllister, thank you.”
“Thank
you, Matron,” McAllister said curtly making a shooing gesture with
his left hand.
As
she stepped away Doctor McAllister sighed and said. “Apologies
Agnes. A stressful morning for all of us, aye?”
“It's
fine, Doctor. But yes it’s always a sadness.” Agnes said.
McAllister
nodded and scowled, he obviously had something on his mind. “How
long have you worked here now, Agnes?”
“Since
before the turn of the century, April 1895.” Agnes answered.
“A
long time. Do you know how it became known as Rottenrow?”
“The
name of the street surely?”
“Yes,
but do you know how the street got its name?”
“I
do not, no.”
“Nor
did I. I suddenly became curious about it a few months ago. It was a
strange name to give an area, so I inquired further. It turned out
that it’s a common name for such a slum, one which is rotten,
filled with rats. Rattanraw, in old Scots, I believe.”
“Is
that so?” She replied, bamboozled as to why he would be telling her
this.
McAllister
smiled. “Perhaps. Though there are those who think it means the
exact opposite? That it comes from the older, Gaelic phrase,
Rat-an-righ.”
“I
don’t speak Gaelic.” Agnes said, surprised that McAllister would
even discuss such a thing with her.
“Nor
I, not really. It means the Road of the Kings, Agnes.” He added.
“Road of the Kings.” He reiterated, with some emphasis, as if he
was hinting at something.
“I
see. What does this have to do with anything?” Agnes replied,
genuinely bewildered by the Doctor's words.
McAllister
frowned, his big bushy eyebrows fusing into one. “You've been here
a long time, I just wondered if you were involved too, if you knew.
Turns out I was wrong. You may go.”
Agnes
turned and walked out feeling slightly diminished, slightly insulted
which put her in a foul mood that was taken out on both the nurses
and patients. She spent the day pondering what he meant by her being
‘involved’. She thought she knew as much as anyone about the
goings on in the hospital, but suspected he was implying something
else, something more. What that could be she had no idea, and that
bothered her. She would have to find out.
She
did not have to wait long. A week or so later, she was working the
late-shift and after sorting all her paper-work it was after midnight
when she finally relieved herself from duty. By this point most of
the lights had been dimmed and almost all the public had left, which
changed the atmosphere of the long halls and stairwells, to one of
peace, bereft of inane chatter. Agnes always enjoyed walking those
dark hollow corridors, especially the sound her heavy shoes made as
she clumped down them. It was always so quiet that her footsteps
seemed like the only noise in the world. Except…
That
was odd. She thought to herself and stopped. In between steps she
fancied she’d heard something else, a stray wisp of echo, not her
footsteps but several voices speaking… no, praying.
She’d imagined it surely? Agnes strained to listen; echoes of
distant footsteps; some coughing; a wraithlike groan of pipework; a
far-off door slamming and then there it was.
Beneath
it all, without a shred of doubt, praying, whispered praying.
She
had to find the source of it. It
was coming from beneath her which was enough to get her descending
the next staircase, and then the next. She was on the ground floor,
at the corridor that led to the exit, to home. Agnes knew she should
just go home, it was late enough without her engaging in any more of
this nonsense. Seeing reason, she turned right and headed towards
home.
A
door slammed behind her and she heard several voices. Agnes looked
round behind her to see four of the janitorial staff come out from
one of the rooms at the end of the corridor. They didn’t notice
her, were talking to each other as they headed down another corridor
and out of sight. The door then opened again and out walked another
two janitors, a nurse from another department and Doctor McAllister,
his white coat was smeared with blood. He’d supposedly gone home
hours before.
This
was all rather strange. Agnes continued towards the exit and left the
building. After standing in the cold night air for a few moments
-enough time to let the others disperse-
she turned round and walked towards the door of the room everyone had
come out of, one she had always thought an equipment cupboard, given
the word “equipment” was painted on it. She looked around to make
sure no one would see her and pushed open the door. Indeed it was
full of equipment, mops, buckets, shelves filled with bleach and
carbolic soap, rags and tool kits.
However,
behind all of that, was another door. This one was painted the same
colour as the walls, so as to disguise it somewhat. Agnes was not
fooled and navigated slowly past a toppling tower of iron pails
toward it. Thankfully it was not locked. She opened it and looked
down a steep stairway which until that moment, she had never known
existed. She had thought she knew the hospital like the back of her
hand. How had this managed to stay beneath her notice and more
importantly, where did it lead?
She
began to step down the stairs and then the praying began again, this
time quite loud, two or three floors below still. Agnes wondered how
deep the hospital actually went but the praying set her on edge and
she scurried back up the stairs and out the room, down the corridor
and out past the exit. She would investigate further when she wasn’t
acting like a foolish little girl.
The
following day was another routine of contempt and misery. Miss
Brennan had hanged herself with bedsheets just before dawn and Agnes
had to deal with two more still births. There seemed to be quite a
spate of them of late and so she checked her records. For the
previous month there had been seventeen in all; eight the previous
month; four the month before that. There had been three in the last
two days and four the previous week. All of these were for her ward
alone. She wondered what was going on and decided to speak to Matron
Allison, in the next ward, to see if she had noticed anything.
Matron
Allison was a talk woman with middle class pretensions let down by
her voice and attitude, which were that of a fishwife. Nevertheless
she was thorough and dedicated to her ward. Matron Allison had noted
that in the last three months the number of still-births had
decreased. From twenty four in march, to eight in April and five in
May. So far, for the two weeks in June, there had been none,
thankfully.
Matron
Caldwell, who had been in ward D with Matron Allison at the time also
noted that over the new year her ward had thirty between Christmas
and the end of January, dwindling down to two in March. All three
women thought this odd. Only Agnes saw a pattern.
“Take
it to the Kings.” rang in her head. That’s what McAllister had
said to the janitor before giving her his little history lesson on
the name of the Hospital. A road of Rats, a road of Kings. It was
most strange. She decided to find out more. To investigate the room
and the stairway she’d discovered the previous night. In the cold
light of day she felt more like herself, confident, in charge. She
would go down there, find out what was going on and report it, if
indeed there was something going on.
She
headed down to the room, just in time to see the Janitor that
McAllister had given Miss Brennan’s baby enter. She moved quickly
to follow, to catch him in the act. She’d get to the bottom of
this, of that she was determined.
She
entered the room to find him gone. Agnes
opened the disguised door and saw him descend. She must have made a
noise, because he turned looked right at her and sped off downwards
into the dark and out of sight. She set off in pursuit, shouting
“You! Janitor!”
After
reaching the stairwell she leaned over to see the Janitor scurrying
down further. “You! Stop!” she barked again. The
Janitor looked up,
scowled and again quickened his pace. Agnes was furious at his
disobedience and scampered down the stairs as fast as her stubby old
legs could carry her.
She
reached the basement corridor in time to see the doors on the left
swinging back and forth. Agnes stormed through the doors her fury
building. She was going to send this disobedient bugger to the
poor-house.
The
corridor was longer than she thought possible and the janitor
had put quite the distance between them but Agnes was like a terrier
and would not let him go. Eventually she saw him turn a corner and
descend another set of stairs. She thought little of it as she
climbed down them after him noticing only that it was getting darker.
The pungent stink of disinfectant was beginning to be suffocated by a
stench of damp, and foul rot. Down another three flights, she went
and again out into a dark corridor with a swinging door. This time
she barged through them with her tubby shoulder thumping against the
heavy wood.
The
door must have swung back quickly because she felt it slam into the
back of her head. The thump was followed by a burst of agony and the
world exploded into a million floating pin prick stars.
It
was the scrabbling noise that woke her, not the muttering voices. Her
head throbbed like her brain had swapped places with her heart and
when she rubbed it a sharp stabbing pain seared through her and her
fingers were wet and sticky.
“You
shouldnae a come here ya auld coo.” said a voice. She looked up to
see the Janitor standing over her, the imbecile was grinning, holding
a wrench which was still stained with her blood and hair.
“Who
the hell do you think you are?!” she exclaimed, utterly furious.
“Shut
yer trap, bitch.” He threatened, immediately making good on the
threat with his boot crunching down onto her nose. “Bow yer heid.
Yer in the presence of oor lord, the King of Kings.”
Agnes
realised she was dealing with a madman. Had he escaped, fooled Doctor
McAllister and everyone else? Remembering McAllister's name she
decided to threaten the madman with it. “Doctor McAllister will
hear about this.”
The
madman laughed. “Gies peace, he already knows aw aboot this.
Everyone does.”
While
this conversation was taking place Agnes could still hear the wet
scrabbling noise that woke her. It was coming from behind her head.
She sat up and turned to get a better look and instantly knew she'd
made the worst decision of her life.
“God
preserve me!” she gasped as she took in the enormity of the horror.
Everywhere
tiny bones were strewn, some still had scraps of meat attached.
Behind this carnage was a giant, writhing, hairy lump about the same
size as a cow. It's centre was a tangle of pink tendrils, knotted and
fused together. It had dozens of heads sprouting out from the slick,
grey, lumpy body, each the head of a giant rodent, each bigger than a
dog's head, each gnawing on small bloody clumps of meat; meat with
the faces of dead babies. So many dark eyes stared hungrily at her.
“Aye,
he will.” Said the madman. “Looks like he's gonny preserve you
'til last. You should keep him goin' aw week. Jist think o' the weans
yer savin'”
Agnes
could not speak, could not move, she felt a warm trickle between her
legs as she pissed herself. “God save me!” was the last thought
that screamed in her mind as The King of Kings moved from it's nest
of bones towards her. Several long spindly inhuman arms grabbed her.
And
with several dozen sharp teeth from several bloody muzzles granted
her benediction. Agnes gave her heart, body and her soul to the god,
one mouthful at a time.
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