1.
Norma
could feel some ancient childhood terror stir in her gut as she
turned onto the North Road. The words on the sign were like some
magic incantation, a spell, warning Norma to turn back. She couldn't,
it was her Dad's 70th birthday and though she'd not been
in Duntreath for more than 20 years she considered staying away
unfair if not cruel to her father, who'd recovered from his second
stroke six months before.
Norma
wanted to see the old man more than anything, had even offered to buy
her Mum and Dad a flat in Manchester, near her, so they could spend
more time together. They refused politely, they'd been in Duntreath a
long time and were stuck. They wanted to leave less than she wanted
to come back, but come back she had.
Civilisation,
traffic and the road thinned out leaving her bordered by rolling
fields and sporadic factories abandoned and left to rot. A sign
informed her she had 26 miles to her destination and the churning
nervousness in her gut got worse when she read that. The fear had
become tangible. When she'd been back home it had been only of an
intellectual quality. She didn't know why she was so frightened of
going to Duntreath, she just was. However, as the town got nearer,
her brain seemed to sense it and rather than comfort her, went along
with it. She could feel her hands sweat and her pulse gently thump in
her ears.
In
the distance, she could see the large mound-like hills obscuring the
horizon, something was hiding behind them, something that had so
scared her that he'd left Duntreath for Glasgow shortly after her
sixteenth birthday. She could not recall the events that had led to
her departure, remembering only that she'd become the youngest
student in her year at Glasgow University. From there she could
recall everything, her drug and booze filled student years, her
debts, her relationship with Jessica that ended badly, her subsequent
courting of Stephanie, their eventual marriage, and above all her
job, her job, her job. Her fucking job. It was a tyrant, it dominated
her life, her time, everything. Even getting three days off to come
to her father's birthday was a struggle. She'd left young Hopkins in
charge and prayed the kid had the ability Norma thought he had. She
scolded herself for thinking about work again and changed the topic
back to mining her memory for the source of her phobia about his
home-town.
Duntreath:
18 Miles. She was approaching the hills, watching the road veer in a
long curve to the left and disappear behind them. Her phobia -or
whatever it was- did not seem to be getting any worse, nor could she
say it was getting any better. The light touch of nausea that came
from the rolling in her stomach had turned to heartburn and her
stomach still refused to settle. She could not figure out what it was
she was so concerned about. Something had happened, she was sure of
that, something that caused her to leave and never come back. It
began to torture her as she pushed the wheel slightly and joined the
curve that took her behind the hills. It just past the next sign that
she saw a familiar sight.
Norma
felt compelled to pull up, park at the roadside and just stare at it.
How could she have forgotten it? She walked over to it, across
perhaps half a mile of damp wild grass and nettles. She placed her
hand on the chain link fence that stretched on as far as the eye
could see and she read the faded and rusting sign, out loud.
“M.O.D.
KEEP
OUT!
This
facility is regularly patrolled.
Trespassers
will be prosecuted to the full extent of the law.”
Beyond
the fence was a wilderness of grass and weeds and in the distance,
was the Facility itself. It was one of those weird places you might
occasionally spot on your travels off the main roads and motorways,
it had a large cluster of aerials, a dirty old geodesic dome and four
blocks, two which were stacked on top of each other. It had the
impression of being designed by some Stalinist futurist and was about
as archaic as both such populist movements. The dome was seemingly
missing some of its parts. Black triangular holes pock-marked it and
Norma even saw some birds flying out from the innards. To her
surprise she could hear the weird electrical thrumming from the
aerials and wondered if they were some kind of microwave transmitter
things like you might see in the city on top of the odd high rise.
Whatever the place had been, it no longer looked occupied.
Norma
got back into her car and started the engine. Her heart was punching
against her ribs like a pneumatic drill against tarmac, she fumbled
with the keys as she tried to start the engine and gasped with joy
when the car started.
Duntreath.
12 miles. The closer she got the more she began to remember of the
life she had fled. The names of long forgotten school-teachers and
classmates came bubbling up out of the dark depths. Flotsam memories
of playground bickering, summer holidays even the awful, boring town
fêtes surfaced in her mind. She began to see the shape of the thing
that caused her to leave, a great ugly shadow, deep down, she'd
thought long drowned. Norma turned on the radio, trying to avoid what
was surfacing. The asinine, chirpy banter of the disc-jockey and his
terrible attempts at humour were punctuated by terrible songs she'd
not heard in as long as she'd been away from Duntreath which added to
the dreadful sense she had of going back in time.
7
Miles out the radio began hissing and crackling as Norma drove
through a narrow valley at first she thought it was a lack of
reception, caused by the high hills on either side, that was until
another signal cut through As distorted as the original broadcast,
she could barely make anything out but it sounded like the signal
from a distant numbers station, or perhaps a countdown. Suddenly
through the white noise and electronic screeching came a clear,
English male voice, just for a moment.
“… Quadrant
of Loug, purged… Beginni...”
It
vanished back into the static, moments before the radio went silent,
then the engine. Norma was horrified as the car began to slow. She
tried the accelerator and then the ignition but there was nothing,
the car was dead. She veered towards the edge of the road uttering a
litany of curses, both traditional and novel, most of which were
directed towards her car. At the side of the road, with the huge pine
tree covered hill sloping above her she picked up her phone and was
thankful that she at least had a partial signal. She used it to find
a garage and phoned to get towed into town.
It
took twenty minutes before a tow truck turned up. The vehicle was
rust brown and perhaps as old as she was. The driver seemed vaguely
familiar, a man also roughly the same age. He got out and introduced
himself. “Mrs Jenkins? I'm Tommy McAllister.”
“Hi,
thanks for coming so quickly.” She said, smiling.
McAllister
nodded as he chained her car to the back of his truck. Once that was
done he opened the passenger side door and invited her to take a
seat. She sat down strapped herself in.
“You
wouldnae believe how often I'm called oot to this place” McAllister
said, cheerfully. “Somethin' aboot the hills bein' heavily
magnetised.”
“Is
that so?” Norma said. “I never heard that.”
“Aye.
Say, are you Henry Jenkins lassie?” McAllister asked.
“I
am, aye. How did you guess?” Norma asked, knowing it was her hair.
She'd always had massive ginger curls, once the source of much
derision, it had become her pride.
“The
hair.” he confirmed. “I used tae go tae school wae ye, was in the
year below.”
He
started the truck. “Here for your dad's birthday I take it?”
“Aye.
It's been a while since I've seen him.” she answered.
“Been
a while since you've been back home eh?” McAllister asked.
“I've
not been back to Duntreath since I left twenty years ago.” She
confirmed. The sickly dread was coming up again.
“I
know, it's a small town, people talk.” McAllister said.
“I
bet they do.” Norma replied, impatiently.
McAllister
seemed to catch her annoyance and said nothing for a few moments,
just drove and started at the road. Norma was pleased for the
reprieve. She could feel the monster about to break the surface, the
horrible forgotten past about to emerge like the creature from the
black lagoon.
“You
know Mickey Henderson died a few years back?”
And
there it was. The name triggering the memory, the nightmare she'd
spent her adult life evading. Michael Henderson, her first and only
boyfriend, the boy she lost her virginity to, more out of curiosity
and self-denial than anything else. Michael Henderson, the nervous
sixteen year old who clumsily but earnestly did his best and, in
doing so managed to fertilise her.
“Did
he?” She said passively, most of her concentration focussed on
subduing the urge to scream, to get out and run.
“Aye.
He wis workin' for the company that took oor the auld MOD base. Wis
so little left of the poor bastard that his folks couldnae even open
the casket.”
“Oh.”
Was all she could muster.
McAllister
was surprised by that but shrugged. “I suppose it wis a long time
ago, but...”
“But?”
Norma asked.
“Well
the story wis you left toon 'cause you got pregnant.” McAllister
asked utterly unaware that he was treading all over the professional/
customer relationship.
“That's
not a story. That was true.” Norma admitted.
McAllister
looked at her. “Ah. Well as I said it was a long time ago.”
“Aye,
it was.”
“So
whit did ye hiv?” He asked.
“Eh?”
Norma asked
“Whit
did ye hiv, a boy or a girl?” McAllister asked.
“Ahh…
I had an abortion.” Norma answered, curtly. Hoping such finality
would be the end of it.
McAllister's
eyes widened and went back to staring at the road. He said nothing
more after that, which Norma was incredibly grateful for. She was
still trying to deal with the memories of Michael, her leaving, her
abortion. It had all happened so fast that it had blurred into a
nothing compared to her real life afterwards. She was sure, if she
was the kind of person who loved to wallow in her miserable past,
that she could probably get some moron with a psychology degree tell
her she'd suppressed a trauma and blah blah blah, but it was so
obvious as to banal. She'd suppressed it in order to function, so
what? What was the answer, years of talking to said moron?
Psychotropic drugs that would turn the world and her into a bland
anodyne blur? No thanks.
She
felt better after that bit of self analysis, realising the thing she
had dreaded was not some horrible monster after all, but the
perceptions of a confused sixteen year old girl, someone who was not
her, but just a memory. “I'm sorry.” she said.
“Eh?”
McAllister asked.
“I
know you were just trying to make conversation. It's just, life gets
a bit real sometimes eh?”
McAllister
nodded. “You've nothing to apologise for, I was out of order.”
“You
were just curious. No harm in that.” Norma said.
“Thanks.”
McAllister said. “You're so like your dad, you just don't take any
shit do you?”
“I
don't, no.”
“I
admire that. I'll buy you a drink at the party tomorrow.”
“I'll
return the favour, I intend to get hammered. My partner doesn't like
me drinking.”
“Oh
that's right. You got married to another woman. I remember Henry
showing me the wedding pictures. He was as proud as punch. She's a
good looking woman if you don't mind me saying so.”
Norma
smiled and felt that smile inside. “Stephanie wouldn't believe
this.”
“What?”
McAllister said also smiling as if it was infectious.
“She
thinks people from small towns are small-minded.” Norma sighed.
“Some
are but it's the 21st Century. Only nutjobs and busybodies
give a shite who people fall in love with.” McAllister answered.
“I
think both could be just labelled arseholes, eh?” She asked.
McAllister
laughed. “Too true.”
The
rest of the journey, all ten minutes of it, was much more pleasant.
Norma and Tommy spoke about their current lives and how both admired
her dad. When they entered Duntreath, Norma was amazed how little had
changed. The Bottling factory was still next to the football pitch of
the small secondary school. Turning right onto Maxwell Street, she
saw the old Black Bull pub, still with its old hand painted sign,
next to it was the McArdle's Bakery, then the off-licence. The old
video hire shop had been replaced with a tech shop, which had various
laptops and mobile phones in the windows but as they turned the
corner, she noticed that was the only shop which had changed. The
bank at the corner of Main Street was still there, with its now
antiquated ATM machine, Danielli's Fish and Chip shop also remained
in business. It was as if time had not moved on since she had left.
McAllister drove her right to her parents home and said he'd get the
car running by the morning. Norma asked him how much she owed him but
he refused to take her money, even after her insistence. She thanked
him for his kindness and said she would see him tomorrow at the party
arranged for her father.
Taking
her bags and a deep breath she walked up the small front path,
noticing her mother already at the window, waving excitedly. Norma
gave her a warm smile and waited for the front door to open. It did,
and behind it was her old dad. Despite having had two strokes he
still looked the tall, sturdy, no-nonsense man he always had. He gave
her a wink and said “Welcome home doll.”
Norma
planted her bags on the ground and gave him a big, tight hug. “Hiya
dad.”
Henry
Jenkins kissed her cheek and picked up the bags. “Come on, your
mother's made a lovely rabbit stew.”
That
made her day. She loved nothing more than her mother's rabbit stew.
“Brilliant.” She beamed.
2.
Unlike
most of the rest of Duntreath, her old room did not remain the same
as it was when she left. Her parents had redecorated, probably
several times, turning it into a guest room. She couldn't wait to get
to bed. It had been a long day and her belly was full of rabbit stew
and red wine, which had left her tired but still buzzing. Her head
was filled with her mother's gossip and her dad's daft jokes and
crazy anecdotes which had also left her a bit stunned. She slipped
out of her clothes and into the double bed.
As
she lay there she kept thinking about her father's words when she
mentioned Michael's death. “Aye,” he had said. “No' the first
nor last neither.”
According
to her old man, the private company, “Mantik”, who'd bought over
the MOD land had hired quite a few people from the town and over the
years there had been several fatal accidents. He was suspicious but
Norma knew that such things were common in large industrial concerns,
it was just because Duntreath was so small that it seemed
questionable. She explained that to him but she knew he wasn't
convinced. He seemed to think they were up to something iffy. She put
it down to him getting old.
The
bed was rather comfy but she still couldn't doze off, so she got her
phone and headphones and found one of her favourite podcasts to
listen to as she drifted off into sleep.
She
awoke with a start, in the dark and confused by the metallic
screeching noise that seemed to be deafening her. As she sat up she
heard a voice, male, English and panicking.
“...Off.
Jesus, turn it off, the frequency is all wrong. The monitors are
going fuckin..”
She
realised she was still wearing her headphones and plucked them out of
her ears, wondering what the hell had just happened. After a few
moments, when her heartbeat returned to normal she picked them up
again and listened. Dan Carlin was still going on about the post-war
nuclear arms race. She checked her phone and saw she'd been asleep
for nearly three hours. Norma turned the phone off and tried to
return to sleep. She lay there for about fifteen minutes when the
thunder began. The loud rumbling echoed through the hills and valleys
and Norma smiled. She loved thunderstorms. Getting out of bed, she
stood at the window and watched for lighting. Three or four booming
peals roared but she saw no lightning, not at first anyway.
There
it was, a huge bright sheet flashed, so quickly it seemed to leave an
after-image rather than be seen. Oddly it seemed to come from behind
the big hills rather than the sky, leaving big dark irregular shadows
in the back of her retina. As she waited for the next display she
watched the rain begin, it sounded so different in the quiet of the
town at night, unlike at home where there were always cars sloshing
through it, making it sound like waves crashing against the shore.
Here it sounded more like a sizzling, like someone frying food. There
were no more rolls of thunder of flashes of lightning but she stood
for a while watching and listening to the rain. She found it relaxing
and soon found herself yawning. A few minutes later she lay back down
in bed and closed her eyes.
Morning
arrived and with it her mother tapping at her door. Norma could
already smell breakfast floating into the room. Kippers, her dad's
favourite. Norma had not had kippers since she'd left Duntreath and
found herself salivating. She got dressed hastily and picking up the
small wrapped box that contained her father's present she went
downstairs. Her stomach rumbling, demanding the delicious smoked
fish.
Her
father was in the kitchen half hidden behind the morning's Herald,
she walked over kissed him on the cheek and said “Happy Birthday
Dad” before handing over the small wrapped box. He looked at it
with a modicum of curiosity, smiled said thanks and began to
carefully peel off the wrapper.
Norma
was nervous, she hoped he would appreciate it, would get the meaning
behind it but if not she had no doubt he would if she had to explain.
Henry Jenkins placed the neat wrapping paper on the kitchen table and
opened the small box. Inside was a set of old car keys with the a
deteriorated leather fob with the Triumph logo on it. He chuckled.
“That's brilliant. Where did you pick them up?”
“From
the owner. Well the previous owner not the original owner.”
He
looked at her with a puzzled look that changed into a dawning
awareness. “You didn't?”
“I
bloody well did, took me a while but I found your old Spitfire. It
should be be getting delivered some time this afternoon.”
A
broad smile appeared on her father's face and tears welled up in his
eyes. “Norma, this… well. I don't know what to say but thanks.
Thanks, darling.”
He
turned to face the kitchen and shouted. “Agnes? Agnes, come here,
you'll not believe what Norma did.”
Her
mother came out from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a cream
dish-towel. “Wheest, I'm no' deef.”
He
jangled the keys in front of her. “Remember these, doll?”
Agnes
screwed her eyes up and stared at the keys. “A set of car keys?”
“My
car keys, remember the old spitfire?”
Agnes
laughed. “She never.”
Henry
nodded. “She bloody well did.” he answered, mimicking his
daughter.
Norma
giggled. Her mother came over and kissed her on the cheek and ran her
hand through Norma's curls. “You're a good lass Norma.”
Norma
felt slightly uncomfortable so changed the subject. “Is that
kippers I smell?”
Agnes
smiled and nodded, toddled back into the kitchen and after a few
seconds of clattering utensils and plates she came back through and
placed the pungent fish on the table along with a round of toast.
Norma thanked her and got stuck in while her father went back to his
paper. She wolfed the lot in a matter of minutes and was delighted by
the flavours, so many good memories evoked with every bite. For a
moment she felt like she was home, like she was a young girl without
a care in the world. It felt comfortable.
After
breakfast her mother asked her to help her with a few things. She
agreed, assuming her mum meant shopping. It wasn't until they walked
down the road to the local community centre she realised her mother
wanted to her to help prepare things for her father's party. This
would have been fine if not for the handful of her mother's friends
whom she had not seen for two decades and all of whom wanted to share
every moment of that time and ask her a series of endless questions
about what she had been up to since she left town. It was a chore to
be sure, but she knew they were well-meaning and there was no
horrified looks or rolling eyes whenever she brought up Stephanie. In
fact, the women seemed as curious about her as they were Norma. They
also took some modicum of pride in the fact that a girl from
Duntreath escaped the provincial gravity and made a success of
herself. After a few hours of making paper chains and decorating the
room, as well as a few cheeky morning cocktails, Norma began to enjoy
the women's company, they may have been older and a bit set in their
ways but their patter was hilarious and they were far smuttier and
down to earth than most of her own serious and reserved middle-class
friends. By lunchtime she felt pretty hammered even though the older
women seemed sober. They ordered in food from Danielli's and Norma
had a steak pie supper which helped soak up the booze.
Around
three o'clock she and the others became aware of a car horn outside,
honking repeatedly and insistently. One of the older women, a plump
old soul with a blue rinse, Clare McDonald, looked out of the exit
-the place had no windows- and said “oooooooh!”
This
acted as an alarm call and soon all the others were staring out of
the doorway at Henry Jenkins, leaning out of his powder blue Triumph
Spitfire. Once Agnes was visible, he gave her a wink and beckoned on
her, to more “ooooohs” from her friends who immediately
encouraged her to go out for a drive. Agnes, with an excited smile
scooted out to cheers, and then, outside, gave the girls a cheeky
thumbs-up, leaving Norma howling with laughter until tears ran down
her cheeks.
They
waved as Mr and Mrs Jenkins sped off and then got back to it.
Norma
spent a time inflating various colours of balloons, listening to the
idle gossip and being plied with more cocktails. There was some
further hilarity when Mrs Clarence and Mrs MacLeod started jokingly
berating each other when they realised one of the posters they were
making said “Happy Brithday Henry.”
When
Clare McDonald said she was nipping out for a smoke, Norma, who'd
quit just after leaving college, asked if she could bum a cigarette
and went out with her. Outside, it was damp and warm, odd weather for
the end of September.
“Y'know,
we're all so pleased you managed to get the hell out of Duntreath.”
Clare confessed.
“What
do you mean?” Norma asked, surprised by the frankness.
Clare
puffed on her cigarette and said “There's no many lassies have left
this toon and made a success of themselves. Most of the girls get
knocked up and either stay here and become a housewife or end up
working crappy jobs in one of the big cities. You run your own
business, you're an independent, wealthy young woman, that's
somethin' to be admired. We all think it.”
Norma
smiled. “Well thank you.”
“No
problem love.” Clare said, her eyes watching the white van which
had just parked outside. “Oh, here they come.”
Two
young lads, both about sixteen or seventeen got out, both were the
spitting image of each other. One of them said “Alright Mrs Mac?
We've got the DJ stuff here, where d'ye want it?”
“Inside
would be great.” Clare answered with hint of sarcasm.
The
boys nodded and went round the back of the van, opened the door and
began hoisting out a variety of equipment. Norma was watching their
attempts at lifting the mixing desk when Clare said. “The Peters
twins, good lads, their dad died a couple of years back.”
“God,
they're so young.”
“Aye.
Got killed at work. That Mantik company.”
“Mantik?”
Norma asked. The name seemed familiar.
“Yeah,
the company that took over the old MOD facility down the road.”
“Ah,
my dad was mentioning that, he said there'd been quite a few.”
Norma replied.
“Aye,
too many. The buggers don't really give a shit it seems.”
The
boys passed them with the mixing desk and Norma gave them a smile but
she was starting to feel really woozy from the nicotine and fresh
air, and of course several Daiquiris. “I should go and lie down,
I'm feeling pretty sloshed.”
“Aye,
you go and get a rest, we'll finish this up here.” Clare said.
Norma
took her advice.
3.
She
had been dozing on the couch when her mother and father arrived back
from their afternoon jaunt. Already she could feel a headache coming
on and her mouth tasted like someone had made her drink paint. “Wh..
what time is it?” she groaned.
“Party
time!” Her father said jovially. “Get your glad rags on sweetie.”
She
winced. “Oh god, not so loud, dad.”
He
smiled. “Those old bags get you pissed?”
“Don't
call my girls old bags, Henry.” Her mother said scowling.
“Yeah,
they can fair knock it away.” Norma admitted.
“Well,”
Henry began, “away and splash some water on your face, your mum has
the perfect antidote for that.”
Norma
nodded and got up, headed upstairs to the bathroom and did indeed
splash some water on her face, then brushed her teeth to get rid of
the foul taste. Once she felt marginally more like herself, she
nipped into the guest room and got changed into the dress she'd
bought especially for the occasion. It looked good on her, a dark red
with a subtly lighter red flowers. Looking at herself in the mirror
she just thought she looked drunk, but it would have to do.
“Norma,
are you okay up there?” Her dad's voice yelled from the bottom of
the stairs.
“Coming!”
She replied, trying to sound enthusiastic. All she wanted to do was
go to bed.
She
scuttled down the stairs and into the front room where her mother and
father were both standing, her mother was pouring champagne into some
long fluted glasses. “You look beautiful darling, doesn't she
Henry?” Agnes said.
“She
always does.” Henry answered.
“Thanks.”
Norma replied, bashfully as her mother handed her one of the glasses.
“Get
that down you, you'll feel better.” Henry said. Norma wasn't sure
she would but shrugged and went to drink.
“Not
yet!” Her mother exclaimed. “I want to make a toast.”
Henry
rolled his eyes. “Agnes it's...”
“Shut
up Henry.” Agnes insisted. She picked up her own glass. “Right. I
just wanted to say that I love both of you and that, well... Happy
Birthday darling.”
“Happy
Birthday Dad.” Norma said, they raised their glasses and drank.
Norma had never really been a fan of champagne, too dry, too fizzy,
always over-rated. Still, she finished the glass.
Henry
followed suit finishing it off with an almighty burp which caused her
to giggle like a little girl. Funnily enough, the headache was
shifting. “Dad!” she said in fake indignation.
Henry
look at this watch. “Agnes, what time did you say this thing was
starting?”
“Seven
o'clock.”
“We'd
better get moving then, it's quarter to.”
“Already?”
Agnes answered looking at the carriage clock on the mantelpiece. I've
still got my hair to do.”
“Never
mind that. You know how huffy your gang will get if we're not there
sharpish.” Henry said.
“Alright,
alright just give me a moment.” Agnes said, dashing off upstairs.
Henry
winked at Norma. “I wish Stephanie could have made it.”
“I
know, she insisted you come down soon, she said she wanted you to
teach her angling.”
“Hah,
that's right, I did promise that didn't I?”
“You
did. I've never heard the end of it. She's been looking forward to it
for the last eighteen months.”
Henry
craned his neck looking to see if Agnes was out of earshot and
quietly said “How's the baby thing going?”
Norma
looked a bit dismayed. “Well we've filled in all the appropriate
paperwork but these things seem to take forever.”
“It'll
take as long as it takes honey. Took us a good ten years before you
came along and by God did we try.”
“Yeah,
okay, that's a bit more information that I required.”
“Oh
the things we did...” Henry joked.
“Dad!”
Norma laughed. “Enough.”
At
that Agnes came back downstairs and walked into the living room her
coat already on and her handbag clutched in her hand. “Right,
what's keeping you two?”
Her
mother always did that, always demanded everyone wait for her then
once she was ready, insisted that everyone else hurry up. Norma was
pleased to see that hadn't changed either. “I'm ready.” she said.
The
three of them walked the half mile to the community centre. The night
was warm, humid but pleasant. On the way her mother regaled her with
tittle-tattle about the Karen, the daughter of McArdle the baker,
who had, apparently, married a German. That was the gist of the
story, as if German was some kind of weird alien species hitherto
unknown to be interested in matrimony.
They
entered the hall. Her mother's friends had done a great job of making
the musty grey hall look the part. There were already a few people
sitting at the fold out tables and one of the Peters twins was behind
the DJ booth, playing the unrepentantly cheesy “Love Will Keep Us
Together.” On the space made into a dance-floor, a three or four
year old girl bobbed along with utter obliviousness.
Henry
sighed. “Christ, I suppose there's no chance he'll be playing
anything good all night.”
“Shush.”
Agnes demanded as those already there began to cheer at their
arrival. The kid on the dance-floor remained engrossed in her little
dance routine, even as around her people got up to give Henry their
wishes. He took them all with good humour, shook a few hands took a
few pecks on the cheek. Norma and her mother left him to hold court
and get all the attention. They went and sat at the table reserved
for them and birthday boy.
People
began to dribble in, the Peters boy kept playing really old songs and
the little kid kept dancing, which Norma found particularly
entertaining. She really didn't know anyone and didn't want to be the
homecoming attraction, especially not at her father's party. She
said hello as she was introduced to people she didn't know or had
faint recollections of but she didn't mind sitting quietly catching
snippets of conversation and watching the proceedings unfold. After
about half an hour, a woman her own age walked over to her. She had
long straight black hair and looked every moment of her thirty six
years. Norma recognised her as she approached, her old school friend
Kelly. She stood up and greeted her with a smile. “God, Kelly, how
are you?”
“Norma!”
Kelly squealed giving her a big hug.
Instantly
both of them began to rapid fire questions at each other and almost
unconsciously headed towards the bar. Kelly, it turned out had got
married, had a little girl, Candy, and had moved from Duntreath to
Mulkirk, another nearby town. She had heard from a workmate that it
was Henry's birthday and wanted to pay her respects, hoping that
Norma might be there. Of course the two of them just had to catch up
and so they sat at a quiet table and buzzed twenty years of
information back and forth at an almost unintelligible pace. This
then turned to reminiscences, old anecdotes of shared times, a lot of
laughter and a lot of drinks. When Norma next looked up from their
table, mostly to pause for breath, both the room and dance-floor were
filled. The Peters lad had either become more confident in his
musical choices or had been threatened by Henry to play something
better. Whatever, it had worked. She recognised the song was by one
of her Dad's favourite old bands, Squeeze. He was up doing his stiff,
old, dad dancing with her mum. Tommy McAllister gave her a wave as he
was dancing, with a petite woman that Norma guessed was his wife. “Oh
my god, is that Tommy and Daisy?” Kelly gasped, and stood up and
waved them over.
Tommy's
eyes widened he spotted Kelly. He gestured to the small woman who
glanced over and waved excitedly, dragging Tommy off the floor
towards them. As they crossed the room a deafening sound stopped
everything. The sound was so enormous that the entire building and
floor shook, it was an overwhelming thing, a concussive, phasing
clang which sounded like a nuclear bomb exploding inside a long metal
pipe. Norma couldn't hear anything after that but a horrible ringing
in her ears. It appeared no one could, but all of them, everyone in
the room was already looking at the exit.
There
was a nervous herd like movement towards the doors. The crowd
tentatively heading towards the outside, as if they had somehow
expected such a terrifying sound. Norma found herself heading out
with them. Soon they were out in the entrance ramp looking out into
the dark. Norma followed the direction of their gaze as the hubbub
began to be audible again. There was some light moving towards the
town. Some kind of electric-blue glow which danced like flames like
aura surrounding the dark hills before swallowing them whole. Rapidly
it washed over everything as it approached the town. The bottling
factory, the football pitch and the school vanished and as it began
to drown everything in its path. At that distance Norma could make it
out as people began running back into the community centre.
It
was no light.
Rather,
as Norma perceived it, the phenomenon was like someone superimposing
another world over reality, but one which was detuned, like a
television station in which one could make out little but static and
vague waving shapes. Only, this was not just white noise. It was a
physical thing. A hint of something that might have been an
expression of a tree or something similar emerged inside a car parked
down the street and this unstable wavering form danced through the
metal until the car was torn apart. The air was a murmuration of
twinkling and dark exotic materials, of brick dust and glass. Norma
felt someone pull on her arm. “Move for fuck sake.”
Norma
moved.
Inside
the community centre the speakers were spewing a cacophony of
electronic squeaks, static hissing, a variety of snippets of voices.
It made the already nervous people more on edge. Especially since
most of them were in shock. Norma was at a loss as to what was
happening, like it seemed mostly everyone was. Her father was in
serious discussion with someone, a man in his forties with red hair.
Despite her screwed up hearing and the noise, she heard him clearly
say “Come on Henry, it's Mantik, whatever they're playing at
they've fucked up.”
Others
obviously heard this and there were yet others who began to vocally
and angrily agree until there was many discussions drowning out the
awful noise from the speakers. This was all punctuated by a heavy
shuddering thump from outside which caused a few screams. Tommy
McAllister who was closest to the door, opened it an inch and then
slammed it back. He looked at the silent anticipating faces and shook
his head. “It's all fucked out there.”
This
was not an answer that anyone found controversial but it dampened the
already bleak mood. “Now what?” said Clare McLeod.
Kelly
seemed to have an idea. “Has anyone got a signal on their phones?”
Immediately,
several dozen people rummaged through bags and pockets looking for
their phones. A few seconds later Norma could see illuminated faces
frowning as each realised they were out of contact with the rest of
the world, if, indeed that world existed.
The
walls of the community centre seemed to be coping with the duress of
whatever was happening outside. She thought it fortunate that there
were no windows in the place. The insane sight of that unstuck world
was not something she wanted to see for any length of time.
“Hey!”
cried a voice, excited and relieved. I've got a signal!” A young
man she didn't recognise waved the phone in his hands.
“Give
it here.” Her father ordered. The young man complied without any
hesitation. “First things first, we contact the police.”
He
thumbed the numbers and held the phone to his ear. She watched as
Henry's eyebrows raised. “It's ringing.” he said.
There
was a communal sigh of relief, which Norma thought a bit too
presumptuous but she found herself crossing her fingers anyway.
“Yes...”
Her father said, giving a thumbs up to the room “Hello? Yes.
Police, please.”
Everyone
seemed to be holding their breath as they waited. Norma felt a hand
on her shoulder as all eyes were on her father. She turned and saw
Kelly looking concerned. Kelly put her index finger on her lips and
made a subtle gesture with her eyes, towards the exit. Norma saw what
was concerning her, at the base of the door, was the weird static
particles twinkling and eroding the bottom of the exit and slowly,
like motes of dust blowing in the breeze, moving into the hall.
“Hello,
police?… Yes My Name is Henry Jenkins I'm stuck with a bunch of
people in Duntreath Community Centre there seems to have been some
kind of environmental accident… Yeah? I see. Good. Yes there's
about eighty of us, men, women and kids… Of course, none of us are
going anywhere… Right. Right, okay, thanks. Okay I'll tell them.”
Silence,
bated breaths, anticipatory eyes, everyone was waiting to hear the
news. Henry took a pause for a few seconds. “Right, listen. The
police are aware that something has happened, they're investigating
and have told us to stay put until they can figure out what exactly
is going on and get someone here to rescue us.”
There
was an almost tangible sigh of relief from everyone. Norma did not
share their sentiment. She, like Kelly was still staring at the weird
light dust now billowing in through the bottom of the exit. It seemed
to be forming odd wavering shapes, small but already cutting little
ragged holes in the floor. She had to say something, there was no way
they could stay here. “Dad?”
Henry
looked over at her and instantly caught the worry on her face. Rather
than shout across the room at her, he walked over. “What is it?”
he asked quietly.
She
didn't answer, just gestured towards the growing corrosion of the
floor. Henry looked at it and hissed “shit.”
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